1st week after the BIG STORM

Oh dear! 

This week was a really bad week. 

I woke up in a city called Berezino, and there were some dogs. 

Don't get me wrong, I used to love dogs, but they are not so cute when they are fighting for survival, just like we are. 

Not friends any more, thats for sure! We are their food, just like we are zombie's food and, apparently, we became each other's food too.

Never encountered a canibal -glad for that-but I saw a tent with some human steaks. Creepy! 

I think I was just lucky! 

On that day, there was a guy cooking. He didn't talk, maybe he was shy or deaf, I don't know. And another guy that was as surprised as I was for seeing that tent full of human remains. 

I like to think that people are still people, like normal, even after all the Zombie apocalypse craziness, but look like some lost themselves. 

I believe that to survive, we need to support and help each other. Life got a lot harder and survival of humanity should be our priority. 

Well, back to what I was saying...

I was in a house, hungry and thirsty, surrounded by 3 dogs. When I had the brilliant idea to run to the next house to see if there was any food or clothes, because my jacket was ruined and I was hungry. 

I ran, didn't find anything and I ran again to the police station.

While I just had my clothes and some rags, some other people has a whole arsenal and I got face to face with those guys. 

They shouted and I told them that I didn't have anything worthy on me. So they told me to get down the stairs with my hands up....the funny thing is, my arms were stuck, they couldn't work properly. I was too nervous. 

Since the big storm, I'm struggling to find more than a knife to protect myself and, all of sudden, 3 people, all dressed in black and red, full of guns, were right in front of me. 

I told them that the police station was empty, because it was....they were asking me if I had find any police shirt...and we got interrupted by my tummy, screaming hunger for all to hear. 

Surprisingly, the red gave me a canned food and told me to stay away from Gorka. 

Before the storm I went to Gorka and I saw a huge fortress there. I guess I was lucky for not bump into anyone in there. 

Although they look scary, they were really nice to me. 

That reminds me that I met a Canadian called Eli. Oh boy! He likes to talk! He told us a lot about the land and the groups of the land and also told us that the reds are nice people, so maybe it's true. The other guy that was traveling with him said to shoot anyone with a red helmet. So I don't know. 

Anyway...

After that, I was trying to find my way to Dave's republic. Before the Big Storm, my husband and I agreed that, if we got separated, we would find each other on Dave's. 

So I was trying to find my way back and I ran into a guy that was hungry. I didn't have any food to share and he was just giving up. He had a heavy Texan accent and a good heart. I told him about Dave's but he was sure that his time was short and he gave me his bat. 

After we got separated, I thought with to self "why I didn't tell him to tag along?". Two is better than one and we could help each other, maybe hunting.

Speaking about hunting, I ran and ran and found a chicken. Oh! The noisy, loud and sweet sound of a chicken. 

I killed it, cooked it and aet it....it was good, tasty, I was happy and didn't lasted long. I got sick. 

Forgot to wash my hands.

NEVER FORGET TO USE GLOVES OR WASH YOUR HANDS! 

When I was looking for water I saw a guy that called himself the Appleman. Funny name, funny guy. He walked weird but I was to focused on trying to get better. 

The sickness lasted for 2 days. 

2 days! 

While I was trying to get better I met a guy that gave a bottle of water and food.

HOPE!

It's a shame that I can't remember his name. He told me that he likes tontravel alone. 

I kept going, finding my way to Dave's when I heard a dog. 

I swear! I never felt so much hatred towards an animal in my whole life. I WAS GETTING BETTER! 

Fought the dog, killed the dog, bleed, passed out....

I don't know how long I was off and what they did to me. The only thing that I know is that I woke up in a place that was not where I was before, without lmy clothes and my stuff. 

At least, I recognized the place, Elektrozavodsk. 

While I was still recovering, I got inside the city to find anything that could help me, but it was all empty. No food, no clothes, no water and loads of Zs. 

Got cut, no rags, made my way to North and tried to find closed doors. 

Found a knife and clothes, made rags, crafted a rope, fished and aet...all beautiful! But then I was thirsty. 

Found a guy who helped me find a well...got hurt again, badly. 

Now I'm writing this memories. 

I don't know how long I will last. I don't want to die alone! 

Oh! I miss Daniel! 

It's hard to stay sane in this new world!

That's why I'm writing this, trying to remember who I am, the number of good people are still out there and have little bit of faith. 

I miss him so much! I feel like...I'll neve find him again and that makes my heart ache.